Review #21: Saint Anything by Sarah Dessen

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Book: Saint Anything by Sarah Dessen
Details: Stand-alone YA Contemporary
Publishing Information: Published May 5, 2015 by Penguin Young Reader’s Group
Pages: 417
First Sentence: “Would the defendant please rise.”
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synopsis(taken from Barnes and Noble) 

Sydney has always felt invisible. She’s grown accustomed to her brother, Peyton, being the focus of the family’s attention and, lately, concern. Peyton is handsome and charismatic, but seems bent on self-destruction. Now, after a drunk-driving accident that crippled a boy, Peyton’s serving some serious jail time, and Sydney is on her own, questioning her place in the family and the world.
Then she meets the Chatham family. Drawn into their warm, chaotic circle, Sydney experiences unquestioning acceptance for the first time. There’s effervescent Layla, who constantly falls for the wrong guy, Rosie, who’s had her own fall from grace, and Mrs. Chatham, who even though ailing is the heart of the family. But it’s with older broth Mac – quiet, watchful, and protective – that Sydney finally feels seen, really seen, at last.

pros and cons

“THAT’S THE THING, THOUGH. YOU ALWAYS THINK YOU WANT TO BE NOTICED UNTIL YOU ARE.”

Cover Review: I love this cover! Most of Sarah Dessen’s other covers are just pretty girls doing summery things, and it’s nice to see a cover of a contemporary that actually matches the tone and events in the book. Plus, my cover has a little sticker that says “Signed Copy”, which is a bonus.
It’s been way too long since I’ve read a Sarah Dessen book! They never disappoint me and this one is no exception. Like her other novels, this book takes place in the same general town as her other books, mentioning the same schools and I’m assuming some familiar names as side characters (I’m guessing because she does that in all of her books but – as I said before – it’s been so long since I read them that I can’t confirm that for sure). Despite taking place in the same setting, this story was still incredibly unique and a refreshing new story from Dessen.
Obviously – since this is a contemporary novel – there was a love interest in this book. I have to say that it was mildly (but tolerably) instalove-y… not in the way that immediately when the characters met each other they started dating, but just because as soon as the character was introduced there was no doubt in your mind that he was going to be the love interest. However, I did really like Mac’s character. I liked the fact that he wasn’t in-your-face adorable throughout the entire book. He was just a guy who played drums and delivered pizza and was oh-so casually everything goals.
I also like the two families involved in this story. You had Sydney’s family that was falling apart and pretty much going crazy because of everything going on with her brother, but you also had the perfect family that Sydney could escape to, the Chathams. Except… the “perfect” family had tons of issues, too, which made it feel real and relatable and a lot more interesting to read about.

You only really fall apart in front of the people you know can piece you back together.
pg. 387

Most contemporary novels sacrifice quality writing for an easy-to-follow plot with tons of sappy dialogue, but this one did not. Sarah Dessen’s descriptions of characters and the setting helped add a lot of depth to what is a very cutesy story.
I did have one big issue with this book. There were a couple of times that the main character drank alcohol in the story. Normally, I wouldn’t care. Usually these elements are included in YA novels to prove a point about how awful underage drinking always turns out, and there were a couple of times that this book did this. However, you have to keep in mind that this entire book takes place after Sydney’s brother is arrested from drunk-driving and severely injuring someone. Heck, half of the plot is Sydney trying to get over the guilt she feels from her brother’s mistake. So in what world would it make sense for there to be a scene where Sydney drinks with her underage friends just because and no consequences or lessons or deeper meaning come from it? I found it incredibly frustrating and it made me lose a little respect for Sydney as a main character.
However, back on the positive note, Sarah Dessen was good at getting me emotionally invested in these characters. Saint Anything is on the longer side for a contemporary, which is fine with me. In my opinion, long contemporaries are the best kind of contemporaries. There were so many incredibly well developed characters in these books – not just within the two families, but in the characters they’re friends with or even just interact with sporadically throughout the book. One character, Ames, is Peyton’s creepy friend. His way of fitting into the storyline is that he’s basically just the dude that Sydney’s parents always have babysit her when they had to go away. Sydney is incredibly creeped out by him, not because he’s done anything bad necessarily, but just because she gets a bad vibe from him. Sarah Dessen conveys that bad vibe in the way that she describes him and talks to him that you can’t help but despise him and dread scenes where he would be present. You just knew that something bad was going to happen even though he hadn’t done anything to suggest that.
Also, you know that beautifully cheesy moment where the meaning and origin behind the book’s title is revealed within the story? This book had one of those moments. *happy sigh*

final thoughts

I absolutely love Sarah Dessen, and if you’re looking for a solid contemporary I’ll always be bringing up that name. If you’ve been a fan of Sarah Dessen’s other books, I would definitely recommend picking up this one because it was just as good if not better than her others. I did have some issues with it, of course. Like every contemporary it has its cheesy and mildly cringe-y moments, but they don’t occur often. I would of course recommend this book and I plan to continue reading any and everything Sarah Dessen writes.
4.5/5 stars

Thanks for reading! 🙂
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The Unpopular Opinions Book Tag

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Hey guys! So it’s been a while since I’ve posted a book tag (or a post in general… sorry!). I decided to do a tag that I actually wasn’t even tagged for today, even though I have a ton of other super fun ones to catch up on. I’m hoping to have a lot more of these posts out by the end of the month, but I’ve been a huge fan of this tag for a while and I thought it was about time that I made my own response, even if I wasn’t tagged (I’m pretty sure I wasn’t). This is definitely my favorite tag to read through and watch. You can watch the original video here. The tag is called:

the unpopular opinions book tag

1. A POPULAR BOOK OR SERIES THAT YOU DIDN’T LIKE:
The Maze Runner trilogy by James Dashner. This series seems to be one of those ones that you either really love or really don’t, but unfortunately I fell on the latter side. The first book was decent enough but the second book pulled a Matched and just had them wander through the desert. Not to mention the fact that the ending was quite possibly the worst ending I’ve read to a series. Again, I know a lot of people who love these books but I didn’t enjoy the time I spent reading those three books (I didn’t bother with the prequel).

2. A POPULAR BOOK OR SERIES THAT EVERYONE SEEMS TO HATE BUT YOU LOVE:
The Selection Series by Kiera Cass. I’ve made so many posts about these books and my thoughts on them, but basically I love them with every bit of my heart, even though the characters are incredibly indecisive and often stupid. I find them incredibly addictive and fun. I totally understand the reasoning some people have behind hating them, but those things don’t really bother me when it comes to these books.

3. A LOVE TRIANGLE WHERE THE MAIN CHARACTER ENDED UP WITH THE PERSON YOU DIDN’T WANT THEM TO:
So many books. I’m going to start with the first series that provided this predicament, The Hunger Games. Gale always felt like a realer character to me than Peeta. Both boys were great, but Gale broke the law and potentially faced major punishments every day to provide for Katniss’s entire family. Peeta threw her a loaf of burnt bread and only faced the wrath of his mother. My second pick would have to be The Infernal Devices trilogy. It’s not that I didn’t like who Tessa was with in the end, it was just that by the time that Clockwork Princess ended I was frustrated with literally everything involving that love triangle. Finally, The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. Now, I know what you’re thinking. “What the heck? There isn’t a love triangle in TFIOS.” I mean, call me crazy, but if I’m being honest I was definitely a Hazaac shipper for a while there. 🙂

4. A POPULAR BOOK GENRE THAT YOU HARDLY EVER REACH FOR:
Horror and Sci-Fi. Horror shouldn’t be too surprising because I’m sure I’ve made it clear in some of my other posts what a colossal wimp I am, but Sci-Fi might be a little surprising. Don’t get me wrong, I occasionally read Sci-Fi and I’ve read some books from that genre that I really enjoyed, but there has never been a time in my life so far when I thought, Dang, I could really go for a Sci-Fi book right now. I don’t particularly enjoy science. It’s consistently been my least favorite subject throughout all my years of schooling, so I think the Sci in Sci-Fi might be want turns me off from the genre.

5. A POPULAR BELOVED CHARACTER THAT YOU DIDN’T LIKE:
I mentioned this in my last Top Ten Tuesday, but Rose Hathaway from The Vampire Academy series. She was so frustrating, and so many of her actions were over-reactions and only caused more issues. I also hated how judgmental she was towards Christian in the first book and how she treated Lissa, who was supposedly her best friend. I could go on, but I’ll stop there. She just didn’t click right with me.

6. A POPULAR AUTHOR THAT YOU CAN’T SEEM TO GET INTO:
Gayle Forman! I hate that this is my answer, but unfortunately it is. I read her duology composed of If I Stay and Where She Went, and I just wasn’t blown away. They took me a while to get through and upon finishing I had no urge to pick up anything else she’s written. I know that a lot of people love her work, but I guess it’s just not the right style for me.

7. A POPULAR BOOK TROPE THAT YOU’RE SICK OF SEEING:
I know I’ve mentioned this in a previous post, but I’m so tired of all of those nice guy-girl friendships that are so hard to come by suddenly turned romantic because this is YA, why not? It drives me nuts, and honestly isn’t realistic. Like, We’ve been friends for 10 years and have told everyone that we’re just friends for that long, but it’s totally plausible that we both develop feelings for each at the exact same time and begin a relationship with no awkwardness or problems. Just once, I’d love to see one of those pivotal moments of two childhood friends leaning in for their first kiss turned into someone getting friend-zoned hardcore. Just saying.

8. A POPULAR SERIES THAT YOU HAVE NO INTEREST IN READING:
The Shatter Me trilogy by Tahareh Mafi. This is probably the most unpopular opinion-y thing in this post so far, but I don’t ever see myself picking up these books. A good friend of mine recently read this series and ranted to me about her issues with it, and they sound like things that would bother me, too. I know that the writing style is really “unique and beautiful”, but from the small excerpts I’ve read of it I found it more distracting than poetic. I didn’t love the whole idea of crossing things out randomly in the middle of the narrative and having actual numbers instead of writing them out (i.e. I have 10 apples vs. I have ten apples). If you really think I should read these, let me know, but as of right now I have no plans to.

9. WHAT MOVIE OR TV SHOW ADAPTATION DO YOU PREFER MORE THAN THE BOOK?
A book blogger admitting to like an adaptation more than the original book? Scandalous! However, I’m going to have to bring up The Maze Runner again. While I didn’t enjoy the book, I thought it translated really well to film and didn’t feel as slow paced. Plus, Dylan O’Brien.


So that was the Unpopular Opinions Book Tag! I know it got pretty long, but hopefully you enjoyed it! I’m not going to tag anyone specific just because I know it’s been going around for a while and I don’t know who has done it/who wants to do it. However, if you are interested in sharing your own unpopular opinions, consider yourself tagged! Be sure to let me know if you end up making one because, like I said, this is one of my favorite tags to read through and I’d love to hear your answers.
Thanks for reading!

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Waiting on Wednesday – September 9, 2015

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Hey guys! It’s that time of the week again… the time when I remind you that you’re halfway to Friday and talk about the books that I’m looking forward to as part of the weekly meme “Waiting on Wednesday” hosted over at Breaking the Spine.
Lately I’ve been torturing everyone by sharing amazing titles that aren’t being released for months and months. Unfortunately, I’m kind of doing that again, as this book isn’t available for purchase until January! *sigh* Maybe we can all just drool over this book’s incredible cover while we wait.
This week’s featured book is…

the love that split the world by emily henry

Natalie Cleary must risk her future and leap blindly into a vast unknown for the chance to build a new world with the boy she loves.
Natalie’s last summer in her small Kentucky hometown is off to a magical start… until she starts seeing the “wrong things.” They’re just momentary glimpses at first—her front door is red instead of its usual green, there’s a pre-school where the garden store should be. But then her whole town disappears for hours, fading away into rolling hills and grazing buffalo, and Nat knows something isn’t right.
That’s when she gets a visit from the kind but mysterious apparition she calls “Grandmother,” who tells her: “You have three months to save him.” The next night, under the stadium lights of the high school football field, she meets a beautiful boy named Beau, and it’s as if time just stops and nothing exists. Nothing, except Natalie and Beau.

Publisher: Penguin Young Readers Group
Release Date: January 26, 2016
Pages: 336
Genre: YA Contemporary/Fantasy?
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Are you guys already excited as I am?
but wait there's more

Not only does this book have a stunning cover and a super intriguing synopsis, this is also Emily Henry’s debut novel and has received rave reviews from people who were lucky enough to get their hands on an ARC of it.
Also, can we talk about just how intriguing that synopsis is? Stuff just starts disappearing, and then she meets a mysterious (and beautiful!) boy who she has three days to save? What the heck? It sounds like an incredible adventure.
And for those of you who are screaming “But that’s definitely insta-love!” and banging your head against the wall… SPARE YOUR POOR FOREHEAD. Think about it. Insta-love is the whole point of this book. The girl might just love this mysteriously beautiful boy but she barely even knows him. If she doesn’t figure out how to save him in three days, she’ll probably never get to know him. That’s definitely a very unique take on this typically frustrating romance novel trope.
If you need anymore convincing, be sure to check on the Goodreads reviews for this book. Of course they aren’t all 100% positive, but I’m sure you’ll be pumped by the time you come back, and then we can be super excited in the comments together!
As always, be sure to tell me if you, too, plan on reading this book once it is released, and if you made a Waiting on Wednesday post this week let me know so that I can be sure to check it out!
Thanks for reading! 🙂

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Top Ten Tuesday: Unfinished Series

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Hey guys! I hope you’re having an amazing week so far. It’s been far too long since I’ve participated in a “Top Ten Tuesday” hosted by The Broke and the Bookish and I loved today’s topic so I thought it’d be the perfect opportunity to jump back into doing these. I guess we’re going to have to ease back into it slowly, however, because I was only able to think of five good examples for today’s topic:

top ten five finished series i have yet to finish

#1: THE LEGEND TRILOGY BY MARIE LU
This series is the first one I thought of when I heard this topic because it honestly feels so ridiculous to me that I still haven’t finished it. I own all of the books and I read the first one along with most of the second, but I just didn’t power through to the end. I was actually really enjoying the books but I had so many other things I wanted to read and then I was completely spoiled, which was a bummer. I’m currently reading The Young Elites by Marie Lu, so if I’m completely devastated while waiting – what, a month? – for the sequel and feel like I need more of her writing I know where I’ll go.

#2: THE VAMPIRE ACADEMY SERIES BY RICHELLE MEAD
I’m so sad that this series has to be on this list. If I’m being completely honest and unpopular opinion-y, I did have some pretty big issues with these books, like the weird relationship between Dimitri and Rose, the way that Rose treated Lissa, and just Rose’s personality in general… but guys. Guys. This is a six book series and I made it through five. I was so close to finishing it off because I really did want to continue on to the Bloodlines series which I hear is a lot better, but I just couldn’t do it. Though I’d like to be able to check this series off the list, I can’t imagine it happening anytime soon because I can’t remember anything that was going on and I don’t plan to reread the first five books.

#3: THE TWILIGHT SAGA BY STEPHANIE MEYER
A friend of mine is a huge fan of this series and convinced me to give it a shot. I read and was entertained by the first three books, but stopped reading when I wasn’t enjoying Breaking Dawn. I have about 400 pages left, and I could probably power through it in a day or two. I imagine that I’ll finish the series eventually, but I’m not in any huge rush. Clearly I have issues with the last books in vampire series.

#4: THE MAXIMUM RIDE SERIES BY JAMES PATTERSON
Even though I love these characters and books with all my heart, I don’t think I’m ever going to finish reading them. Why? Because I don’t think James Patterson will ever finish writing them. It started out as a trilogy, but then he pulled a Cassandra Clare and decided to add more books. The next book had a very satisfying conclusion, and left me thinking that this was going to be a super solid four book series. But wait! There’s more coming. Four more coming. The ending of the eighth book didn’t make any sense, but whatever. It’s over, the cover says “RIP Maximum Ride”, the title is literally “Nevermore”, every can move on. And then, over a year later, a ninth book is announced. And what’s it called? Maximum Ride: Forever. Nice use of irony there, James. I have no plans to read it, although I probably will end up reading it at some point because it’s Max and she’s literally my childhood. But sigh. It’s described as a “brand-new grand finale!”. You only get one shot at a grand finale. Stop, please.

#5: THE DAUGHTER OF SMOKE AND BONE TRILOGY BY LAINI TAYLOR
We’ll end it off on a good note here. This is a trilogy that I definitely plan to finish: the sooner, the better. I read about 90% of the first book last year and I was absolutely loving it. The writing style is so incredibly beautiful and I was totally invested in the storyline. The issue for me was simply the time that I was reading it at. Last year at the end of eighth grade was the most ridiculously busy time for me, and I was reading about a book a month, which was literally driving me crazy. I’m typically a pretty fast reader but for some reason I have the hardest time reading fantasy books. I’ll enjoy them, but I read them at snail’s pace, whether they are super high fantasy or not. The fact that these books are pretty slow reads for me combined with the issue that I had no time to read them caused me to put them down and opt for a couple months of contemporaries. I need to get back to this trilogy!


So that’s my Top Ten (well, five) Tuesday for this week! Did you make a Top Ten Tuesday post? Be sure to let me know in the comments so that I can check it out?
Have you read, or need to read, any of the books I mentioned? I know that they’re all pretty popular series, so I’m sorry if I got a little rant-y about one of your favorites. Lots of people love these books, but some of them just weren’t my cup of tea. If I finish these books we’ll see if any of my opinions change from this post!
Thanks for reading 🙂

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Review #18: Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare

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Author: Cassandra Clare
Details: Third book in the YA The Infernal Devices trilogy
Publishing Information: Released March 19, 2013 by Margaret K. McElderry Books
Pages: 568
First Sentence: “I’m afraid,” said the little girl sitting on the bed.
Related Reviews: Clockwork Angel (TID #1), Clockwork Prince (TID #2) 
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Warning: The following synopsis and review contain spoilers for the first two books in the Infernal Devices trilogy. The “final thoughts” section contains no spoilers for any of the books and is a great place to go for my summarized feelings and rating of the book.synopsistaken from Goodreads

A net of shadows begins to tighten around the Shadowhunters of the London Institute. Mortmain plans to use his Infernal Devices, an army of pitiless automatons, to destroy the Shadowhunters. He needs only one last item to complete his plan: Tessa Gray.
Charlotte Branwell, head of the London Institute, is desperate to find Mortmain before he strikes. But when Mortmain abducts Tessa, the boys who lay equal claim to her heart, Jem and Will, will do anything to save her. For thought Tessa and Jem are now engaged, Will is as much in love with her as ever.
As those who love Tessa rally to rescue her from Mortmain’s clutches, Tessa realizes that the only person who can save her is herself. But can a single girl, even one who can command the power of angels, face down an entire army? 

pros and cons

“life was an uncertain thing, and there were some moments one wished to remember, to imprint upon one’s mind that the memory might be taken out later, like a flower pressed between the pages of a book, and admired and recollected anew.”

Cover Review: At first glance the girl on this cover really looks like Jennifer Lawrence in my opinion, which bothers me because she already hijacked the way that I picture Katniss and there’s no way that I’m allowing her to take over my imagining of Tessa Gray’s appearance. Other than that, I like the cover. It matches and all of these covers have been stunning in my opinion.
Out of all of the books, this one definitely had my favorite storyline. The whole “Will and Jem are friends and Will likes Jem’s fiancé Tessa and Tessa also has feelings for Will” scenario reminded me of the Jim, Pam, and Roy situation in The Office. It makes for a drama filled book and tons of ship opportunities. Personally, I’d been Team Jem since the beginning but I consider both boys pretty good options. Not only was this love triangle totally intriguing and fun to follow, but this concluding book in the series also introduced many more side characters and lots more shipping opportunities between them. I found myself just as – if not more – invested in the side character’s relationships than I was in Tessa, Will, and Jem’s. I was always so excited to see how they would develop.
And speaking of developing, the character development in this entire series was incredible. All the characters changed significantly throughout the series (Charlotte, Sophie, Will, etc.), but Tessa’s character development was my favorite of all. In the first book she was a very weak female protagonist who didn’t think she was capable of doing anything, yet by this concluding novel she was totally kicking all sorts of butt.
I also completely loved the writing style in these books. I almost feel like the old-fashioned way of speaking was more pronounced as the books went on, and to me that made them so much more enjoyable. It was cool to read a modern-day book that not only takes place in the olden days but is also written that way. It felt as if I was reading a classic.

“Oh, dear,” said Cecily. “How decidedly unpleasant.”
“Do you not wish to enter?” Gabriel turned to her. “I could go instead-” 

“And leave me standing about on the cold pavement? How ungentlemanly. Certainly not.”

Despite all of the amazing things about this book, I did have some of the same issues as I did with the other ones. There were so many dramatic monologues within  these 550+ pages that it really started to get old. It seemed as if no old could just say something, they had to perform it. This brought about a lot of the dramatics that I complained about in my review of the second book. There was also so much planning that went on in this book, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but sometimes the conversations seemed awkward and forced.

Ahem,” Gideon interrupted, before Gabriel could pick up something and throw it at Magnus. “Regardless of Will’s personal qualities and failings or anyone’s inability to tell one Lightwood from another, the question remains: Do we go after Will?”

Instead of having a typical conversation where things are discussed and things are revealed over time, questions were thrown out and asked completely out of the blue as if they were the only hope of keeping the story moving.
This is quite obviously the longest book in the series, but I didn’t really have an issue with it. So many things happened within this book that I’m glad that it was so long so that Cassandra Clare could provide more of the gorgeous descriptions and moments that she is clearly very good at creating. My biggest issue with the book’s length is the fact that despite it is such a long story, there is so little foreshadowing in the beginning of the book (or series for that matter) that would suggest any of the things that happened in the end. Some of the reveals were so blatantly obvious and predictable, while others seemed to come out of nowhere, as if she was just completely making it up as she went along.

Spoiler-y Bonus Thoughts!
(contain spoilers, obviously)

Though for the most part I didn’t find the love triangle in this book annoying, I was so frustrated with Tessa’s decisions in the second half. She clearly got over Jem pretty darn quickly. I mean, even though she thought she was about to die I really think the choices she made caused all of the romantic things with Jem seem less genuine in a way. She switched sides so many times within the last one hundred pages, and I had a really hard time buying the whole “loving two people at once” thing. That’s not being with one person and caring deeply for another, that’s emotionally cheating. Still, that epilogue was so beautiful. It’s definitely my new second favorite (after Harry Potter of course).
Also, I was almost disappointed with how perfectly everything worked out in this book. It’s the end of a series, people! How did none of the main characters die in battle, yet two came back from the dead? Obviously it was still completely heart wrenching, but it almost worked out too perfectly. 
final thoughts

I would definitely recommend this series. I wouldn’t say it’s one of my absolute favorites, but it’s not very often that you find a trilogy that contains three books that are all good. The characters are so fun and the books are such a great adventure. You’ll probably cry. 
I haven’t read The Mortal Instruments yet but I now plan to. I think I might recommend actually reading the books in publication order now, because after watching a few videos and reviews by other people it sounds like the surprises in these books are even bigger surprises if you read them in publication order because they correspond with the other series. Just a thought, if you’re planning on read them. 
4/5 stars

Thanks for reading!

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Waiting on Wednesday – September 2, 2015

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Hello! Welcome to another Waiting on Wednesday post. Every Wednesday I participate in the weekly meme hosted by Breaking the Spine where I talk about a book being released sometime in the future that I’m super pumped for.
Last week I tortured everyone by sharing a book that sounded amazing but one that isn’t going to be out until January. This week, because high school is breaking my spirit and thus taken away any remnants of compassion, I’m sharing a book that isn’t going to be out for even longer! Sorry. I’m just incredibly excited for this title and I wanted to share it ASAP.
The book is…

unbecoming by jenny downham

Katie’s life is falling apart: her best friend thinks she’s a freak, her mother, Caroline, controls every aspect of her life, and her estranged grandmother, Mary, appears as if out of nowhere. Mary has dementia and needs lots of care, and when Katie starts putting together Mary’s life story, secrets and lies are uncovered: Mary’s illegitimate baby, her zest for life and freedom and men; the way she lived her life to the full yet suffered huge sacrifices along the way. As the relationship between Mary and Caroline is explored, Katie begins to understand her own mother’s behavior, and from that insight, the terrors about her sexuality, her future, and her younger brother are all put into perspective.
A vivid and exhilarating celebration of family, identity, life and–ultimately–love.

Release Date: February 23, 2016
Publisher: Scholastic, Inc.
Pages: 384
Genre: YA Contemporary
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Is it just me, or does that sound fantastic? I love the fact that this book doesn’t seem to follow one specific plot line. Instead, it seems to be more of an adventure and life journey that you spend with these characters, and the reader is waiting to see what will happen next and where the story will go. The idea of these deep secrets being revealed within a family absolutely fascinates me, and the fact that the main characters span three generations will most likely provide some very unique perspectives on different issues and topics.
I also think that this book will do something to my heart… or give me all the feels, you could say. I don’t know for sure if it will end up being heartwarming or heartbreaking, but I’m guessing that it will be one (if not both) of those things which I find super exciting.
Also, can we talk about the cover? I really, really like it. The background color is definitely one of my favorites, and I love the simplicity. I also love the font that the title and author name is written in. The style of making the words look like they were written with marker or something seems to be a trend as of late, and I’m loving it! (bah duh bah bah bahhh)


So that was my Waiting on Wednesday post for this week! Honestly, right now I’m just constantly Waiting on Friday. I’ve hardly gotten any reading done, and although we’re literally only one day into the month, it’s really stressing me out.
Speaking of Waiting on Wednesday and books you should be waiting on, The Marvels by Brian Selznick is releasing in exactly two weeks (okay, one week and six days, but who’s counting?)! That’s plenty of time to preorder the book and have it sitting on your doorstep the day of the release. I was fortunate enough to receive an ARC copy of this wonderful book, and I would highly recommend it. If you’re interested in hearing more information about that book, be sure to check out my review.
Did you do a Waiting on Wednesday post this week? Let me know in the comments so that I can check it out! Do you think you’ll be preordering my pick?
Thanks for reading! 🙂

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Tunesday Tuesday!

Hey guys! Happy Tuesday (which is less than happy for me because school). Do you like that fancy little free image I found on Google? It’s there because I’m doing something today and I don’t know whether or not it’s going to become a regular thing so as of right now I haven’t made a snazzy header.
The thing is called “Tunesday Tuesday” which isn’t the most unpredictable or original title for something like this so if someone is already using this title I am so, so sorry – I didn’t mean to steal your feature or title. I’m doing this as of this week mainly because I didn’t really have many ideas to share for the “Top Ten Tuesday” topic, so I decided to try something new.
Basically I’m just going to be sharing a current jam that goes along with a book that I really liked. I don’t have very unique music tastes (I’m normally just listening to whatever is on the radio because I’m boring) but a girl on my tennis team is super into music and listens to all of these really cool bands that I had never heard of. She’s attempting to show me a world that exists outside of Sirius XM Hits 1 but I’m still new at this so if the song I share is some really old song that you’ve known about for forever please don’t make fun of me, at least I’ve finally got over Party in the USA.
The song I’ve chosen is Reflection by MisterWives and the book is Fairest by Marissa Meyer… and I know, I know. Hold back your fake gasps of surprise: I am using a book from the Lunar Chronicles. And yes, I am going to continue incorporating the Lunar Chronicles into everything until everyone reads them, so just go read them! Wait are you waiting for? GAH.

Some people are super fancy and smarter than me and know how to insert Spotify songs directly into their posts but I’m just not that cool yet, so here is the link where you can listen to it:
Reflections – MisterWives

It is currently my favorite song and you can bet that I’ll be listening to it on repeat while doing my bucket loads of homework tonight (assuming that I get bucket loads… this post is scheduled and I’m most likely currently sitting in one of my classes – send help!)
And I know what you’re thinking: But Audrey, this song is way too upbeat and jam-able for the darkness and creepiness that is Fairest by Marissa Meyer, in which we get an insight into Queen Levana’s mind. 
Wow, you guys are so smart! However, if you actually listen to the lyrics (or look them up – let’s be real, the enunciation in this song isn’t the best in the world), they’re so relevant to the story. Allow me to demonstrate:

You didn’t close the door
Left a crack open
I couldn’t ignore the faint possibility
Of having hope in this insanity
That we still could be
But we’re stuck floating in between

Okay, so now let’s dissect. *puts on protective glasses to prevent song guts from getting in my eyes* Levana’s biggest dream and mission in the book is to become queen of the moon. She has opportunities to overthrow her sister, even though the way that she chooses to do so is definitely insane. Also, “stuck floating in between”? They’re literally on the moon. Just saying.

Put me on the shelf; discipline myself
To let the sparks die out
Shattering anything
That has reflections of you
You

Our eyes were closed
With hearts open wide
Dismissed every rule to abide by
Our bodies undressed the layers of shy
Revealing the truth that was buried inside
Filled up feelings
That now are bursting at the seams

So now going into the chorus, it’s almost as if it’s talking about Levana’s struggle with finding love and her struggle with accepting her appearance, especially when it talks about shattering reflections. Is “you” herself, or her lover? Open to interpretation. Also, the entire love story in this book is so twisted and really a tremendous scandal if any of the people Levana ruled over really knew what was going on, which started to happen in the book. This made Levana really confront her feelings and she was miserable.

Unsure of what are my dreams it seems
You have stolen my slumber
And awakened another
Life within me that is better than any other
Reaching endless heights in never ending nights
That can’t be seen; put to bed this dream
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh

Now, this verse might seem more positive than negative, but I see it in a different way. I feel like “you have stolen my slumber” could be referencing the guilt and remorse she may have been feeling, but she pushed all of that aside to “awaken another” evil and power hungry monster.


You’ve made it to the end of this crazy post! Now obviously the actual meaning of this song isn’t the plot line of Fairest, but I had a lot of fun trying to find connections. Sorry if this was super far off from your personal interpretations or actual confirmed interpretations of the song.
Like I said, this was something I’m just trying out but if you’d be interested in me making more posts like this in the future be sure to let me know in the comments!
Have you read this book, or do you like this song? Let’s talk about it!
Thanks for reading! 🙂

August Wrap-Up of All the Things!

wrap up tbr bookhaul

Hey guys! I honestly can’t believe that I’m already doing another “Wrap-Up of All the Things”. Time definitely flies – I can’t believe that I’m starting high school tomorrow. SOS.
These posts tend to be pretty long, so I’ll spare you the bad puns and we’ll get right in to it:

blog accomplishments

This month brought many blog accomplishments! Today is my two month blogaversary, which is exciting. I don’t normally last this long on new projects, but I’m hoping to stick with blogging for a very long time.
I also reached one hundred Twitter followers and Goodreads friends this month. Not only that, but I’m currently two followers away for 1,000 on Instagram! Celebratory giveaways coming soon – I promise.
Perhaps most excitingly, this month someone used the search term “hipster” and was led to my site. I have no idea how, but I think that’s pretty cool (and kind of sad). But, my dear hipster hunter, I hope you liked what you saw.

the books that i read

This month I read four books that were on my August TBR and 3.36 books that were not, which I’d say is a pretty decent reading month. The books were:

The Beginning of Everything by Robyn Schneider
One of the Few by Jason B. Ladd
The Marvels by Brian Selznick
Since You’ve Been Gone by Morgan Matson
Clockwork Prince by Cassandra Clare
Me and Earl and the Dying Girl by Jesse Andrews
100 Sideways Miles by Andrew Smith
I also read 203 pages of Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare

As you know, I review every book I read, so you can click on the title of each of those books to read my review if you’re interested. In the coming months, I’m hoping to significantly improve the quality of my reviews, with fancier headers (okay, maybe that’s not that important) and quotes from the book to support the points I’m making. If there’s anything else you be interested in seeing me include in my reviews, let me know!

august tbr

So, as I mentioned before, I start high school tomorrow. I’m pretty nervous and I know that the work load is going to be significantly more than middle school, and 100 times more than any work I’ve had to do over the summer while I’ve been doing this blog, so I don’t know how much extra time I’m going to be having. I’m still going to be blogging regularly, but I also have to make sure that I’m doing my homework, attending tennis practice every night, and competing in tournaments over the weekend. I’m sure that I’ll be perfectly fine once I get used to this new routine, but for this first month I have no idea how much reading I’ll be getting done. If I’m being honest, my one goal for reading this month is to be sure that I finish Clockwork Princess, because I’ve been reading it for a long time and it’s a pretty hefty book. But, because that’s not much of a TBR, here are the books that I’m hoping to read sometime soon, whether in September or October (click for Goodreads links):

Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare
Autumn Brides by Various Authors
Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas
Crown of Midnight by Sarah J. Maas
Saint Anything by Sarah Dessen
The Young Elites by Marie Lu
How to Love by Katie Cotugno
Teen Angst? Naaaah… by Ned Vizzini

This TBR is incredibly over-ambitious given the circumstances, but go big or go home, right?

book haul

Remember the book-buying ban I decided to start last month? LOL.
This month I bought five books from the BookOutlet, which I actually think it pretty good considering they’ve had a bunch of amazing deals going on this month (some still going on, check them out!) and I exercised a lot of will power by only placing one order. I also got one book from Thriftbooks, one book while out shopping with a friend, and two books for free. Without further ado, here they are (click titles for Goodreads links):

Unwind by Neal Shusterman
Unwholly by Neal Shusterman
100 Sideways Miles by Andrew Smith
The Well of Ascension by Brandon Sanderson
Cress by Marissa Meyer (Yes I bought another copy of Cress. Don’t judge me.)
The Legend of Eli Monpress by Rachel Aaron
Firecracker by David Iserson
Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell (the exclusive collector’s edition won in a giveaway hosted by Books, Tea, and a Onesie as part of The Blog Olympics – thank you so much!)
Petey by Ben Mikaelsen (given to me by my mom! 🙂 )

plans for the future

A giveaway! Keep blogging! Read-alongs! Fun fun fun!
I hope you have an amazing September, thanks for reading 🙂

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Storytime Saturday: My Harry Potter Journey

storytime saturday

I have an older sister who is two and a half years older than me, which means that she is and was first to do a lot of things between the two of us. She was the first to drive, will be the first to vote, first to enter elementary school, middle school, high school… and the first to read Harry Potter.
I distinctly remember the day that my sister finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, maybe almost as clearly as she does. We used to share a bedroom and I could hear her sniffling from her side of the room. I thought it was dumb that anyone would waste time reading a book that made them sad, and I told her as much. We had a conversation that went something like this:

Me: Why are you crying?
Sister: This book is really sad.
Me: Well, why don’t you read something else?
Sister: Because it’s so good! You have to read it.
Me: How can something that makes you cry be so good?
Sister: You’d have to read it to understand.
Me: Just tell me what happens. I’m never going to read them so it won’t matter.
Sister: You’d hate me if I did. One day you’re going to read these books and you’ll be glad I didn’t ruin them for you.
Me: (large eye roll and angry page turning of the book I was reading, Magic Treehouse #36: Blizzard of the Blue Moon)

So, to my sister:

I consider myself pretty lucky that I have a sister who was smart enough not to tell me how the Harry Potter books ended because I honestly don’t think I would have ever forgiven myself for asking her. I’m also lucky that not only was she determined not to tell me how the books ended, she was also determined to get me to read them myself.
She started out using tactics like showing me her favorite funny parts from the book, knowing that I liked things that were lighthearted and made me laugh. The only part that I specifically remember her showing me was from Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, when Peeves was mocking Harry for inviting Luna Lovegood to Nearly Headless Nick’s Deathday party. To my little brain, his chants of “Potty lurves Loony” were absolutely hilarious, and I would find that book on our bookshelf and pour over the pages to find it again, although I never even considered reading the entire book. However, in years to come after both my sister and I had read and reread our little paperback copy of the book over and over again, shoving it into backpacks and lockers to the point where the spine was pretty much non-existant… it ripped in half. I’ve always found it funny where it ripped, with the first line on the last page before the rip being my old favorite:

Screen Shot 2015-08-29 at 12.29.09 PMAs time went on my sister decided that she was sick of me just reading certain parts of the book and wanted me to finally read the entirety of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone. She even offered to read the entire book out loud to me if I would listen. I agreed to… if she would first read a pretty long book to me about unicorns.
And I know I sound like a little brat but:
1) I didn’t think she would actually do it: I was mostly hoping that she would realize that I was a little brat and give up her mission of making me read the books.
2) I just really liked unicorns: And I know that there are unicorns in the Harry Potter books but I preferred my unicorns a bit more… alive.

So 200-something pages later my sister had read an entire unicorn book to me (spoiler alert: it turns out it was just a horse) even though I was only half listening and had been playing with Barbies the entire time.
Now, I don’t know how often you read out loud, but it’s pretty tiring. Your voice starts feeling pretty weird and you start forgetting if the words that are coming out of your mouth are actually words and not just Kermit the Frog impersonations. Needless to say, I was surprised – nay! (or should I say neigh!) – shocked that after so many pages of that unicorn-turned-horse book my sister was still wanting to read me Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone.

So I promptly refused to listen and left the room.
I KNOW THAT I’M A HORRIBLE PERSON AND I’M SORRY. 
Of course, my sister wasn’t going to give up that easily, and she quickly turned me into the Mom Police, who told me that after all my sister had done the least I could do was let her read the book to me. Being that I was sick of being read out loud to and that I was annoying and hard to please, I bargained with her and said that I would just read the book myself.
So I did, and I loved it.
(It should be noted that this is the only time in history that my sister was right and I was wrong)
At first, I met the books with the same amount of skepticism and joy that Hermione possessed when first meeting Ron.

But clearly there was hope for me yet because we all know how those two turned out.
Sure enough, by the time I was devouring the third book and getting caught up in the magic that was the Night Bus and animagi my brain was doing a pretty spot on impression of Ron upon meeting the Boy Who Lived.

And thus followed days and weeks and months of me abandoning Magic Treehouse in order to read as much Harry Potter as possible. I brought the books to school and ended up having to set them on my own personal counter spaces around the classroom when they became too thick to fit nicely in my desk.
That is until I had a nightmare while reading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (something involving Voldemort’s daughter – what? – challenging me to a duel but Harry Potter stole my wand and left me helpless), deemed them too scary, and stopped reading.

Two years later, fourth grade Audrey decided that she was brave enough to continue reading, and almost four years after my sister had finished the books herself and we’d had that fateful conversation, I was bawling my eyes out on our couch as she looked at me with a hardly suppressed “I told you so” look on her face.
All was well.


Hey guys! I haven’t done a Storytime Saturday in foreverrrrrr so I’m sorry about that! They’re some of my favorite posts to make but they also tend to take a pretty long time so that I can make sure I’m happy with the final product. I’m going to try and make them more regular, though.
Harry Potter changed my life (cliché counter: 1) and they’re really the books that got me into seriously reading (2)! I thought it would be fun to share my story about when and how I first read the books. If you’ve made a post like this, let me know! I think it’s really fun to share experiences. If you’re interested in something like this I would really encourage you to make one because I had a blast doing it.
I’ve done not one but two other Harry Potter related Storytime Saturdays, so if you’re interested in reading more from me, click the links!
Thanks for reading 🙂

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Review #17: 100 Sideways Miles by Andrew Smith

100 sideways miles by andrew smith

Description: Stand-alone YA contemporary
Publishing Details: Released 09/02/2014 by Simon & Schuster Books for Young Readers
Pages: 288
First Line: Look: I do not know where I actually came from.
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Pros & Cons

Cover Review: I absolutely love this cover. It’s simple yet relevant to the story, and if you get the hardcover edition the inside of the dust-jacket includes a really pretty poster. The cover spine and the spine underneath the jacket look super nice on your shelf. Simon and Schuster, you’re doing it right.
Before I start this review, I’d like to point out that I didn’t include the synopsis from the story as a part of this review. That’s because the synopsis provided for this book on the inside flap, Goodreads, and all websites where you can buy it are less a synopsis than it is a summary of what happens in the entire book. I mean, when you get to page 200 of a 288 page book and none of the big events mentioned in the synopsis have happened you know there’s an issue. For this reason, I would highly recommend that you don’t read the synopsis of this book before going into it if you’re planning on reading it. If you are wondering what it’s about without spoilers, basically the book follows our main character Finn who has epilepsy due to the fact that a horse fell off a bridge and landed on him and his mother, killing his mom and leaving him with strange scars on his back and epilepsy. Things happen. That’s all you need to know.
Now, I’m having a hard time reviewing this book because it honestly felt pretty similar Me and Earl and the Dying Girl, which was the last book I read. I had many of the same issues, and I also had similar things that I liked about it.
First of all, the swearing within this book was frustrating. I wasn’t too surprised to find swear words not too uncommon in this book because it is, after all, Andrew Smith. However, it really, really started taking away from the story and just got old really quickly. I just skimmed over pretty much all the scenes with Cade because his crazy and color vocabulary got old really fast. I honestly just didn’t like Cade at all. With Andrew Smith’s other book, Winger, the swearing seemed to be more part of the story and specific characters personalities. In this story, however, it was just thrown in throughout random places and was used by a multitude of different characters.
Also, I didn’t like how Finn treated Julia (his love interest). While their conversations were cute, it seemed like his personality when actually talking to Julia was completely different from his personality in his narrative. He seemed super cute and caring while having a conversation with her, but in his inner thoughts he mostly just seemed to think about how hot she was. There were some assumptions he made about her that really, really irritated me. He seemed to have many different personalities.
However, the entire writing style of this book was incredibly unique and beautiful. I absolutely loved the main character’s voice, and the flashing backwards and forwards and imagining things… it was wonderful. It served to make this book a really fast and enjoyable read because the narrative style flowed so well.
I also loved the element of the story which was how Finn measured time in miles instead of minutes. It made for some incredibly thought-provoking moments and beautiful analogies.
Lastly, I really liked that this book didn’t really have any plot at all (honestly not sarcasm). It didn’t feel like there was ever a central problem, conflict, or resolution, which may have been the reason why it was so hard to write a synopsis for it that didn’t include spoilers. The entire book felt like one big adventure where we followed quirky characters and just had a pretty good time.

FINAL THOUGHTS

I really enjoyed this book. It would have easily been a four or five star book for me if it hadn’t been for the vulgarity and profanity, and that’s really a personal preference. If you’ve enjoyed Andrew Smith’s other books, or are interested in this one and don’t mind swearing, I’d definitely give it a shot. However, if you aren’t too keen on the excess cussing, I might skip it or just get it from the library.
3.5/5

3.5 duck

Thanks for reading! 🙂

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